the outcome of years of hard work :)
daddy&mommy got me my first car as a present
hehehehehe
welcome home (what should i name this baby?)

2011 was a very independent year for me
my first official job as a teacher
paying for my own expenses
giving money to my grandparents and parents
living on my own for the first time
doing everything on my own
and losing my own family member for the first time
i remember when my dog passed away
my whole family didn't want me to know
everytime i called they'd tell me my dog was fine
"are you mad at me for hiding it from you?
we're just afraid you'd get upset and you're all alone" - Dad
in parents' eyes i'll always be their little girl
but as I grow older I realize I rely on them less and less
and driving alone makes me shivers
the feeling of being independent is scary and lonely
hopefully this is just a stage in life
because i hate being alone all the time
at times like these I wonder to myself
maybe I should go to Hong Kong and work there in the future
but the thought of Steve pulls me back
oh well...it's still early for me to decide
we'll see where life takes me
like I said, 2012 is all about changes for me
hopefully it's going to be another great year like my 2011




went to Guu with Connie&Angel
my highschool sweethearts haha
mmmm beef sashimi and lychee+white wine are so yummy!!
"I think you've changed...changed for the better"
I think it's true
there are days you wake up and realize it's time to grow up
those once upon a time stories will always be a part of my history
but what's the point in making those mistakes over and over
when I know I only have the excuse of me still being young
two years ago I never thought I'd be what I'm today
but looking at the shadow that is still walking behind me
it shocks me how much things have changed
for the better...I hope so
if the people couldn't stick with you in the process of growing up
I guess it just says that they're not ready to be in the next chapter with you
and one day they'll all look back and realize
"that year, that day, I should've moved on instead of staying behind."